Reflecting on the experience of excavating on Holy Island,
it struck me how much of my personal thoughts about the process revolved not
about the archaeology as a physical resource or academic product, but the
emotional side of excavation. The notion that archaeological site reports are
far too dry, focusing solely on the objective record of the excavation (as far
as that is ever possible) is not a new one - thinkers, such as Ian Hodder where
commenting about this in the 1980s. But despite this, there have been very few
attempts to actually try this out in practice. Even when excavators have been
encouraged to be reflective and interpretative in their site records, this rarely
makes it way through to final reports.
Surprisingly, despite the massive uptake in the use of
social media (Twitter, FB as well as blogging), which ought to be ideal ways of
capturing peoples' immediate emotional and personal reaction to excavation, it
rarely seems to be used in this way. Possibly so many of us have the importance
of using social media as a shop-window for our projects drilled into us, using
them as an extension of the media and PR process, that we are cautious about
putting anything too personal. We might be happy to share excitement about the
project or an important find, but we are perhaps too careful about expressing
doubts or uncertainty or even owning up to mistakes. Social media can be harsh
and unforgiving, so it is perhaps not surprising that we often try and
carefully police how we use it. Given this, it is perhaps not surprising, that
whilst on site on Holy Island, I was quite happy to tweet when we found our
best finds, but less inclined to comment on the more personal moments on the
project. Now I'm out of the field, back in the 'real' world, I thought it would
be useful to perhaps reflect on some of these less tangible aspects of the
excavation experience
As co-director and academic lead, one of the over-riding
feelings I felt was the pressure to 'find something'; in our case, the remains
of the early medieval monastery. It's an archaeological axiom that negative
evidence is as important as positive evidence; the failure to identify clear early
medieval remains in any of our trenches would not, technically, have been a
failure. It would have allowed us to strike off certain areas in our quest for
the Anglo-Saxon site and to focus on others. Indeed, as this year's work was
essentially a site evaluation, this was the precise purpose of the dig.
But we're all human – it's inevitable that we want to fulfil
our quest straight away. In the case of any research dig, there is the
underlying urge to uncover something to justify the expense and time
spent on setting up the project. Given the particular configuration of our
project, overwhelmingly supported by crowdfunding, that pressure magnifies. As
part of the crowdfunding process, we have to spend a lot of time emphasising
the excitement and potential of the site – we have to talk the site up in order
to persuade people to invest in it. Crucially, that investment doesn't just
come in the welcome financial form; there is also an immense emotional
investment in the project by our supporters that comes before their decision to
put money into it. For some, their small investment just means they are following
progress virtually via social media and the internet – they may be disappointed
if we fail in our objectives, but it's wouldn't be a big disaster. But for
those who contribute enough to come and dig, the personal investment is much
more. As well as contributing directly to the dig, they will have taken time
out of their lives and holiday allowances to be with use; they will have spent
money on accommodation and travel. Whilst most, if not all, appreciate that
archaeology has an element of luck and are hopefully coming into the project
with their eyes open, it is very difficult not to feel the pressure to somehow
repay their confidence and excitement in the whole exercise.
Obviously, we do a huge amount to try and avoid empty
trenches – in our case, we were homing in on features picked up in our previous
geophysical survey, so we had clearly identifiable targets. We'd also looked at
other excavation results from both the island and similar sites elsewhere to
get a sense of what we might find in practice. But, at the end of the day,
there are two things we can't control – the archaeology itself and the weather,
and ultimately, luck plays a huge part.
I'd already experiences the vicissitudes of luck on my
previous project at the Roman fort at Binchester, where we entirely
unexpectedly stumbled across an incredibly well-preserved Roman building with
walls 2m high. This was a wonderful find, but we can't claim any real credit –
we didn't know it was going to be so well preserved, it was a happy accident.
Indeed, in many ways, if we'd known how it was going to turn out, we would have
approached the entire project in a very different way. Nonetheless, we ended up
with a stunning site and lots of impressive finds.
An early medieval monastery is a very different beast to a
Roman fort though in archaeological terms. Sites like Binchester are packed with
easily visible floors and walls and are heavy on finds. Early medieval sites
are usually far more ephemeral with very low levels of material culture. In
many ways Binchester had spoiled me for archaeology – even though I knew academically
that even well-preserved remains of Anglo-Saxon Lindisfarne would be far less
impressive than the site at Binchester, it was hard not to feel a sense of disappointment
during the initial topsoil strip.
Topsoil strips are the moment of truth- the point when all
your investment, emotionally and in resources, finally confronts the raw
friction of reality. It's only when the turf is removed and the ploughsoil
taken away that you finally confront what you hope will be your archaeological
site. Perhaps inevitably, I want these to be 'ta da!' moments, when the cloth is
whipped away to show you a perfect and immediately understandable site. As the
digger bucket first went into the soil in Sanctuary Close, I felt physically
sick, although there was the inevitable bravado and banter covering it up.
In practice, when both our trenches in Sanctuary Close were
finally opened up, I felt rather underwhelmed. Despite the suggestions of our
geophysical survey, there were no clear structural remains of the type I'd
secretly hoped for, nor were there any immediately obvious finds. For the first
couple of hours, I had this horrible feeling that we'd opened up onto natural.
We'd got all the people and spent all the money for nothing! Again, whilst I
knew intellectually that we still needed to give the trenches a good clean down
and that our geophysical survey was unlikely to be completely wrong, the
initial impact of a messy trench with no obvious archaeology is a scary one.
One of the things that actually calmed me down the most was
that evening, when I got the opportunity to read an unpublished synthesis of
Charles Thomas’s many interventions on Iona – a site as similar to Lindisfarne
as it is possible to get, and with which Lindisfarne was deeply entwined
historically. It was a relief to see that many of Charles Thomas’ interventions
had failed to find anything of import, either hitting natural or clearly
post-medieval features – if even CT could repeatedly not hit archaeology on an
site that is packed with as much archaeology as Iona, then us letter mortals
needn’t feel too bad if we missed paydirt with our first trenches.
But over the next day as we started to clean back the
remaining top soil, cleaning and clarifying, things did slowly come into focus.
Instead of the undifferentiated background noise of rubble and silt, things
started to coalesce. No, there weren't any obvious structural remains, but in
Trench 2 we started to pick up bone, probably human, embedded in our rubble
spread. It was clearly not natural – whatever our spread was (and we still
aren't sure) it was anthropogenic – it was archaeology! The same was true in
Trench 1 were we soon found a small flagstone surface.
The next struggle I found was how to approach this material.
Whilst in an ideal world, every site would be approached in more or less the
same way, in practice there are lots of pragmatic decisions to be made,
informed by resourcing and logistic issues (limited time; limited people), as
well as by the nature of the archaeology itself. Early medieval structural
remains can be very ephemeral and not easy to identify – I was terrified of
accidentally knocking through important remains and missing them entirely. As a
consequence we spent a long time 'tickling' the rubble spreads, cleaning and
recleaning, hoping that we would see something emerging. Yet, we got nothing
structural – we certainly found more disarticulated human bone and,
fantastically, two fragments of Anglo-Saxon sculpture, but the rubble wasn't
resolving itself into anything. Finally, we decided to be a bit more vigorous with
it; not mattocking through it with gay abandon, but certainly making a decision
to be more vigorous with our trowelling and using the mattock in a targeted
way. Suddenly, particularly in Trench 2, features started to appear, stone
settings, possibly gullies began to emerge. We'd finally hit our stride.
Ironically, we'd had exactly the same process at Binchester, where because we
were so nervous of missing ephemeral sub-Roman occupaiton, we spent much of the
first season cleaning and planning what I am now certain, were simply
plough-sorted pebbles.
I think the beginning of every site, one goes through this
'sizing up' process – what's the soil like? Does it respond to cleaning? Can
you get straight sections (“section perfection”) and nice flat surfaces? How
does it respond to too much rain – and not enough rain? Frustratingly, with our
Sanctuary Close trenches, it was only in the last couple of days of our short
season that I felt we were really starting to get the measure of the site. This
is, of course, precisely the purpose of archaeological evaluation, you are
trying to measure the survival of potential remains, qualitatively and
quantitatively, nonetheless, it can be a trying and stressful process.
There are also other things one is trying to assess in the
early stages of a project- not just the archaeology but also the people. I was
working with a great team - some I knew quite well; others were new to me. At
the same time as one is trying to get the measure of the archaeology, there is
the need to get the measure of your colleagues. Wonderfully, we all got on
really well (I think!) and rubbed along fantastically, but it always takes
time, particularly when you are all on top of each other sharing a dig hosue,
to suss out people's natural rhythms, enthusiasms and strengths – who needed
coffee before they could function in the morning and who could leap straight
out of bed and be onto their laptop within minutes.
Perhaps the biggest pressure I felt with people was not from
our team , but from the many visitors. Digging on such a high-profile site,
with such a high-profile lead-in campaign and with trenches physically
straddling one of the main footpaths on a busy tourist honeypot meant that we
had lots of visitors. Many planned in advance, others turning up on spec- as
well as a huge number of questions and comments from tourists and the island's
inhabitants. All needed to be dealt with – all needed to be taken seriously and
engaged with an enthusiastic and courteous way. The islanders were our hosts,
the visitors and tourists included current and potential future crowdfunders
and future generations of archaeologists, whilst our academic visitors included
possible referees for future grants applications, project partners, not to
mention my in-coming Head of Department. Despite all the planning ahead,
dealing with these interactions took far more of my time than I'd anticipated –
it was certainly far more intensive than we'd every had at Binchester. It
caught me unawares – I also found the constant interaction, alongside the
communal nature of dig life, physically very tiring, far more than the
excavation itself, which I ended up doing far less of than I'd hoped or planned
.
Throughout the project there were lots of other challenges
for myself and the project team – some obvious- dealing with the media, the
weather and the tides – and others more unusual what do you do when your drone
is being mobbed by oystercatchers? How do you cope with having a circus tent
five metres from one of your trenches for a weekend? How do you get your gazebo
out of a tree after a sudden squall? Yet, it's these kinds of anecdotal
observations and personal perspectives and memories that so rarely make it into
the final site report. Hopefully this blog entry can at least stand in until
the final monograph!